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Tuesday, March 11


Redirect... @ 8:11 pm

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Saturday, March 1


A Visit. @ 11:12 pm

Hi. It has been awhile since I post a proper, decent post. This semester has been quite hectic I barely had the time to stop and take a breather. I don't know if I quite like it this way... cos it steals away whatever free time I have. But then again, it keeps me busy and occupied that I don't have the time to think of anything else.

I'm worried that I won't do so well this semester. Different tutor, different expectations you know. And anyway, there are other factors 'affecting' the whole family as well. It's a sneaky, dangerous game if I can call it that. Why, at this time, this has to happen, I don't know.

I don't even have the time to have a crush on anyone!

Rite then. You people enjoy yah. I'll drop by here when I have something worthy to blog about.




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Sunday, February 24


Been Busy @ 1:12 am

It's 1.12 am but the mind just won't work itself.

Anyways, I can't wait for this movie to come out in April!





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Tuesday, February 12


Why?! @ 9:18 am

I need a longer break. But who doesn't?
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It's such a horrid experience I have to go through every morning when he's having his breakfast. I can't stand the way he eats. It's so painful to my ears that it makes me grit my teeth. It's like listening to someone scratching her long nails up and down the blackboard.

He will slurp super-woofer loud at every spoonful, and that is already quite irritating. But the one I couldn't stand is when he chews his food like a half-past six truck that goes, "Chug, chug, chug..." annoyingly. And this whole ritual goes on for a bloody long time, mind you.

Grr... There were many times - like this morning, for instance - when I felt like I was going nuts that I almost wanted to jump from my seat and tell him to keep it down when he's eating. But of course, I did not cos it's "not nice" to do that. Right.

I dunno if it's just me but I find it a nuisance and it really disturbs others, once you sort-of realise the "rhythm" of it. I don't understand why people can't chew quietly when they're eating. Isn't it more tiring? My dad does it (!), my siblings does it (!!), my colleague here does it (!!!)...

It's excruciating!

I'm difficult and weird that way. I think there's a condition for that? No? Anyway, yes, I'm easily agitated by even the slightest sound that I find it to be such a pain to my ears. Especially when it disturbs my peace of mind, like when I'm trying to fall asleep.

But not just any slightest sound. It's those irritating sounds that is constantly going, like... fingers tapping happily on the laptop keyboard or whisperings (I find these WORSE than talking loudly, cos it's not actually that soft when you whisper. If you're whispering, you might as well not talk) or chewing (see above) and so on.

Maybe I'm the crazy one.

I have class today. Oh why, why, why does it have to be at Clementi?! After 2 years, I still cannot get over the fact that my school is situated at the other end of the island.

Sigh.




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Friday, February 8


Random @ 12:41 pm

I should be relaxing but here I am, using the computer, while I'm overseas. Sigh. I only wanted to check my emails for some important purposes but that only occupied like 10 mins of my usage time. I still have 50 mins and I have no idea what to surf right now.

I've surfed all that I ought to surf so really, what should I do? I've got like another half an hour more to go. Oh man... I wanna go back to my room and sleep...

This break has been good so far. I'm enjoying it here. The hotel's superb. Shall post the pictures up once I'm back. Meanwhile, I think I should just go back to my room and sleep. Oh I'm so hungry...

This post is so random.




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Monday, February 4


Take A Break, Take a Kit-Kat @ 12:23 pm

Before I disappear, let me just wish all my Chinese friends and everyone else, a Happy Prosperous Chinese New Year! And have a well-deserved break you guys. I know I am!

I hope everything will go smoothly... despite all that "chaos" that's been happening lately. It's wearing everybody out I know. Aren't they tired from all the quarrels and misunderstandings? They should just forgive and forget, and move on...

I hate to be near those negative vibes cos it'll just ruin everybody's mood, that's for sure. And they say, adults know best! Yah right. I thought they older you get, the wiser you should be? Oh well.

School has resumed once again and I'm not sure I'm mentally prepared cos I'm still (!!!) in the holiday mood. Assignments due dates are horrendous! Oh breathe, breathe, breathe. I know I can do this. I know I can! I have to! God, help me...

Rite rite, I can't wait for Thursday!!!!!!!!!!




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Tuesday, January 29


The Anger Within @ 2:06 pm

I typed and then I deleted it. I typed again and then I deleted it again. Maybe I just needed a space to let it out and when I felt the words oozing out of my fingers (I know it sounds weird), I felt slightly better and felt as tho' I'm "heard".

And then I felt really bad for trashing and felt I should be gracious and give others face so I deleted those angry posts. Again. Those who managed to read it, good for you. Those who don't, good for you.

I was angry. Very angry. Usually if I'm angry, I can still contain it and calm myself down. Usually, I will just keep quiet. But yesterday... I told some people off. And when I tell people off and trembling furiously, it means I'm really really pissed. It means you have crossed the line, pushed me to the edge and caused the fuse to blow. And that... rarely happens ok. I used to be, after all, a hot-tempered person. Or maybe I still am.

But I'm a fair person. I don't get angry for no rhyme or reason. So I had a reason to be damn bloody foul. Even my boss didn't dare bring up the issue to my face after I sent the harsh email.

I know anger kills you me. Even I get scared of myself when I'm angry. It has since subsided slightly and I really don't like to keep the anger inside me. I don't like to waste my time arguing really. And I certainly don't like to hate people or tell people off.

Perhaps, I am more disappointed than angry because the person is my friend's friend. One whom I've always had a good impression of. Till yesterday. Unfortunately.

It's not easy to tell people to be nice because it doesn't pay to be nice sometimes. The irony of trying to instill such attitude in one! Sometimes, people's behaviour leaves you clueless. I'm not really angry about the issue but more of one's attitudes towards the other.

We're not brainless people, just a lil too full of ourselves sometimes. Blame it on pride. But I shall not go deep into this anymore because I'm exhausted. Just too tired. There are other things to worry about.

I've always believe that we should treat others the way you wanna be treated. But sad to say, not everybody share the same sentiments. That's why this world can never be a happy place. I'm just too... disappointed.




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