Sucker. No mood to do any of the sucky programming. Everythin just sucks. Yes. There are losers around with nothing to do but leave low, unimpressive tag messages on other people's blog. What's up with that man?

Saw Khairun today. I've never seen him for almost 3 years so it was nice to know that he still exists. Just flashed him a smile and he flashed his pearly whites at me too. Nice.

Wasn't too happy with my CMSK marks. My results for this semester is gonna flop cos I'm constantly late and I'm like totally lost in my own world. If not that, I would be busy with my fyp all day, all nite in school.

Then, went down to meet Bi or rather him cos Bi told me he was beside her so dropped by, hoping that he will say hi to me or sumthin. But I was SOOOOO wrong. Went down, sat in the lab for like 20 minutes or so (supposedly to help Bi with her project), and wasted my time. Am I invisible or what? It's so obvious that I was there, and he could have just approach me. Not like I was gonna eat him up rite? Sigh. Sad. Really sad. But then again, Jia said he saw me freaked out and walked away so maybe he thinks I'm stuck up. You think so?

And I still have the cheek to think about moving our friendship to a whole new level. Like be friends not only online but offline too. HAH! Looks like it won't happen, not in a million years. He's so.... argh... you know? Next time, if he ever ask I shall just say, "Oh, I'm short-sighted whether or not I'm wearing glasses." Hmph! Cos he said that to me once. He said, "If I dun recognise you, it's cos I never wear my glasses when I'm outside..." Ok. Fine. Whatever you say. We'll just be strangers outside then. I don't think it matters to you anyway. To think I could be bothered with him.

He's sucha nice guy online. Why can't he be the same outside? He won't even look at me. He would rather look at the floor. I'm sorry. I'm just another passer-by to you. Yah why shud I matter to him anywae? He barely knows me. So why should I care?

Maybe cos I think he's worth it?



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