Hmmm maybe I shouldn't hv said so much. People assume that post was an angry one. Maybe I should have just kept it short. But that was just me expressing my thoughts and how amused I was, tend to get carried away with words. Haha. But, that was yesterday like I've mentioned. So HELLO today!

Reflecting back... I knoe sumtimes I'm mean and I say things which I noe I shouldn't. But all tt was an immediate reaction to a stimulus. Ya noe, like at tt moment you dun think about wat you say, and after that you realised tt you should just take it in your stride and not let it bother you. That's normal human behaviour. Who likes conflicts? Nobody.

Moving on... I dunno how many times I've said this but I wanna be a better person. I wanna strive to be a better person. May God help me with this. Should stop gossiping and bitching. Ada telinge, dengar. Ada mulut, diam. And so the saying of the mak-mak and bapak-bapak goes. Ah, direct translation... Got ears, listen. Got mouth, keep quiet. It's true... they do sth mean to you, you bitch abt them. Yang berdosa, aku. I'm the sinful one so what's the point...

You see, you hear, you keep it to yourself. What's so difficult about that? When are you ever gonna chg Nad? Ok, so I should slowly, slowly cut down on it.

For now, still lookin for a job. Really wanna get into NIE. Sth I really wanna do, really really wanna do. Be around kids, teach them, nurture them. Not gonna be smooth always, but it's a proud job to have. To be able to give them knowledge. Not only to be a teacher, but to be a friend as well, or like a big sister whom they can run to when some other kids bully em. I can just imagine the joy of being ard kids. Of cos, there are gonna be some who's gonna make my life abit difficult but that's wat bein a teacher is all about. Guiding.

I sound like as if I'm already one. Snap out of it! I need to change myself first before I go into teaching. Dun want them to look up to a devil now, do I?

Now, where in the world could my sister be? Waiting for her to eat lunch with me. Hungry, hungry, hungry!



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