Still doing my CMSK User Guide. This week is gonna be the final week before the exams and 2 weeks before school officially closes for me. Yay! I need a break. But soon, I'll have to start lookin for a job. Seriously, I'm not ready for all that. I don't wanna work just as yet. But I need to start saving up for my future yah? Who noes, I might wanna get married in a few years time but no money then cannot get married already. But no, I have so much to pursue...

Believed it or not, till today I'm still worried about my fyp. I seriously don't know if I can pass. Everytime I think about it, I get so pissed off. By how malicious some ppl can get, by how fake some ppl can be, by how some ppl put on an act. Pissed by the fact that some ppl just can't be trusted. Pissed that I was betrayed and played. What's worse is that, it all happened right in front of my very own eyes. If only I could just dictate those acts to their faces. You said you'll cover up for me. You said you'll support me cos you know I've put in alot effort so I don't deserve all these... blah blah blah. Yah yah yah! But when it was my turn, you just kept quiet. When it was her turn, you spoke alot for her huh. You stood up for her huh.

Yah the 2 of you should have just worked together right from the very beginning. We were never part of your group anyways. Whatever the 2 of you decided to do, you guys just kept it to yourselves but when I asked about it... you guys gave me the same ol thin. What else... excuses, excuses, EXCUSES! I could just see you guys stammering between your words.

I'm sorry, maybe I shouldn't feel this way. Maybe I should have given you a standing ovation, along with a loud applause when you decided to pull that act of yours in front of her. You were GREAT! SUPERB! It wasn't your work but heck, you managed to cover it up with your lies. Wonderful! I salute you man. Let's see how long you can get ppl to do things for you and claim the credits. We'll see, we'll see...

Feel better now. I shouldn't be so stupid so as to trust what ppl say next time. Especially from the mouths of manipulators like those I've mentioned above.



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