About time I seriously blog about my present life, and what I'm doing currently.

Come tomorrow, it'll be 2 weeks since I started working at Singapore Technologies Aerospace. How I got here all thanks to my ever so thoughtful dad. I'm in the office, sneakily typing this in notepad. I'm suppose to by working but really, there isn't much work to do now.

With the funky sounds of Don Richmond's Bent playing on 98.7FM, I'm just grooving(slightly) and enjoying the aircon at the same time.

So far, so good. People here are friendly. Extremely. Especially the guys... well, this
place is 90% populated with guys anyway.

At first, I didn't think I could survive another day here but thank God for my adaptable
nature. On the 1st day, I had lunch alone. I had to resort to Diyana over the phone for
'company'. As the days got by, I got to 'know' more people. People will just come and talk to me, and I'll be wondering in my mind whether I know this person. But I realised that that's just how the people here are. Friendly, no matter who you are. They made me feel like I belong.

The food here is gd too. Thank God. One thing that pisses me off tho' is that every morning, the malay chi ko peks (whichever way you spell it, ya noe wat i mean) will treat me like I'm some kind of a fashion show. I feel sick whenever I have to walk up and down the aisle to the prying eyes of many perverted mongrels. Urgh. Sick. And they do it to nobody else but me. How I wish I could carry a gun with anesthesia and the moment they open their mouth, I'll take out my gun and anesthetize them.

However, there are a few cute ones that caught my eyes. Let's just leave it at that for now.

Yesterday, I surfed into SMU's webbie and found tt the faculties they provide doesn't
interest me at all. They don't have what I want to pursue in. It's easy to get in but offer very limited degrees. Still waiting for NIE's reply but I think they mite have chucked it aside, ignoring it totally. I seriously hate the way it works. I find it totally ridiculous. Application is only made available online and it's all luck to depend on after that. Those applying and still waiting will know what I mean.

Basically that's it. Working, earning money and wondering where the future will take me.
Left sign says: Career Road. Right sign says: Domestic Road.

Somehow, someway I hope it'll take me to both. It's a one way road but I'm thinkin more on being a career-woman 1st. Like I always tell my friends, if I don't hv to get married to have intercourse to produce my own babies, I would gladly be a single mother. Unfortunately, nature doesn't work that way yah. Unless I adopt of course... that is if I'm still single at the age where my biological clock has already stop ticking.

Yes I hv thought abt it all already. As long as men don't play a part in my life, it's gonna be ok cos until I find the right one, I'm still a skeptic on the subject of love.

Yes, I feel as though my life is an anomaly...



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