Now, I'm frustrated. You think I dun wanna qatam the Quran? You think I like neglecting it? When will you ever understand? You think it's not tiring? You think I wanna waste their money when I hardly go cos I have to WORK? You think?

Gawd... for heaven's sake. If mom and dad can understand, why can't you? You think that by nagging at me constantly about it, you're not stressing me out? Wait till you reach poly life and you'll understand. You hardly have time for anything.

'Harap kakak akan mengaji sambil kerja. Kerja sambil mengaji, apabila qatam akan ke junjung pelamin...' my Ustaz advised my sis today. Note the underline? I really dunno what to say...

It's not like I can't read... I can. I just can't attend the classes no more. Insya-allah I can qatam. I hope they can understand this. Ustaz Wahid, you have been great. The best I've ever had. Thank you.

Sigh. God help me, bless me.



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