I'm holding on to sth tt's not even mine and it's killing me inside. He's giving me all the wrong signs or could it be me tt's getting the wrong vibes? Argh! This is really frustrating ya noe. Just what is he trying to do? Ok ok, calm down... What I should do is to find out if he's attached asap. If he is, then I'm the idiot being played a fool and I shall just forget about it. If not, then it's ok to still flirt with him. Heh heh. I'll let me know the results by erm... Wednesday ok Nad?

His actions and his talk sumtimes confuse me. Sweet-talker... And what makes it worse is that his frens like to make a big deal / big hoo-haa whenever I walk past him or smile at him or talk to him! What's up with that man. I can't understand their language but hey, I'm not dumb ok. It's not hard to see tt he was bein teased eveytime. Then my colleague told me that it could be tt he boast ard, so tt's why he's bein teased. Then I thought... 'Eh yah ah... maybe ah. Then I like gundu entertain him ah.' Wth.

This is makin me so damn insecure. I think I should just stay far far away from him.




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