This past few days has been wonderful ever since that terrfying ordeal was over. My mind is once again at ease. Going for a massage later, hopefully.

Tomorrow marks the beginning of the remarkable fasting month, Ramadhan. So exciting, but I might not be able to 'sambut' the 1st day of fasting tho'.

I guess I should stop lying to myself and admit to the fact that I still hv feelings for him. Say what?! A-hah. Oh dammnnn. I wun wanna go into details else you guys will puke, feeling all icky. Haha. But he makes me feel all nice and wonderful inside but then again, it's just a crush. It will never happen and he will never know.

After what happen, it's so hard to trust again. His words and actions tend to put me in a confusion state but being the 'strong' girl that I am, I wun think so much about it and shall just push that thought away. It will only make my life difficult playing games like this.

I refuse to let it bother me. But hey, who am I kidding man? I will only end up getting hurt...

I'm a lovefool.




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