I cannot believe myself. Why can't I just give it up? Time. Yes, I need time. Give me time. I know I can do this...

Well. *Ahem* Happy Birthday to Me! Happy Birthday to Me! Happy Birthday to Meeeee! Happy Birthday to Me! Finally... 20. Thanks you guys for the bdae wishes. :) This month however, has not been such a great month. It's prob the saddest month of the year. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.

But on the other hand, I had a GREAT time today! Love you guys so much for making this day a wonderful one. It has been such a great great night and I've truly enjoyed it. You guys are the best colleagues I've ever had. For sure.

I am so touched. Tho' I'm only a contract staff and new at that, you guys make me feel like a part of the family.

Dinner at Sakura with continuous free flow of food, glorious food! And at the end of it all, presented me with a cake (with icing that said Happy 21st Birthday Nadira - ? haha) and sang out loud, I mean really loud, I blushed like crazy. Suddenly I was in the spotlight. Aiyoh so paiseh! And everybody, and I mean everybody, clapped. Awww... how can you not feel touched by that? I was so embarrassed like I've nvr been embarrassed before. But nevertheless, it was nice. I had fun! Thank you guys! For making this day a special one.



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