Once again. I've lost. It's over now. I dunno whether to laugh or cry about it. So now I know... How foolish I have been all these while. Knew the signs wasn't right, I was stupid for awhile. Swept away by you and now I feel like a fool...

But hey, it's not so bad. I'm doin ok, doin fine. Been thru this kind of shit before so I know I'll get over it. My ears went numb when I heard that depressing news. I hv to admit that it hurts (if only for awhile) but after dosages of chocolates, food and stupid songs... I'm feeling much, much better now.

I still cannot believe that he's married with a 10-month old daughter but whatever. I pray that you'll be happy always. And as for me, I'm moving on already. I can no longer be bothered with all this stuff anymore.

It has been proven... I AM stupid.




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