Sorry about yesterday. Was just a bad day for me. Was tired and all. Not enough slp is partly the reason. Yesterday didn't have a good night's slp either. My itch came back and it's interrupting my slp so that explains the terrible mood swings.

But awaes, I'm ok now. I can't stay angry for long lah nowadays. Dunno why. Maybe my ol' mean, fury evil personality is mutating into the other sweet, nice, cheerful personality. Oh so sickening. :D

Yesterday on my way to meet Ydah, I did a lot of thinking. Not like that's sth new anyway. I do think too much, no wonder it's affecting my monthly visits. I'm tired. Tired of all the foolish games. Tired of trying to read minds. Tired of you. Tired of me. I decided to give up. It's over. Let's just let it be, shall we?

I waited, you took your time and now, I can't wait no more. I'm sorry but I have to go, I have to move on. To the heartbreak hotel. Hahahah that is so dramatic. But yah, it's over. The heart has given up. I have given up...

Sigh.

Say good-bye.




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