I really don't feel like blogging. I've got nothing to blog about and I'm just plain lazy to think of the right words to type. I just don't have the heart to do anything anymore. Don't feel like doing anything right now. I just feel like a piece of rotten log. Just wanna lie down on a wide, empty grass patch, with arms wide open and look up the sky. Just like that everyday, with nothing bothering me. Just me and the sky.

I feel dead. My brain is dead, my mind is dead, my limbs are dead, my heart is dead. I might as well be dead for good. I hope I don't end up being such a bitch to everyone. I'm getting from bad to worse, I think. I haven't been such a good girl recently. I've been bad. Very bad.

Yes, so I walked around Bugis aimlessly yesterday. Bought me a lil somethin to comfort myself. Was in such a foul mood. Some unlucy chap provoked me and I gave him a piece of my mind. He deserves it, that bloody moron. Dunno what the hell was wrong with me... must be the headache. Whatever.

So I didn't go home yesterday either. No, I didn't run away from home. I slept over at Ayu's place. Just needed to be at a different place. Needed to channel my ol' routine. Tired of the same ol', same ol'. I need an adrenaline rush. Maybe I should go fly a kite or something. Yah, ya know, maybe I should. I should do just that. Fly a kite...

Anyone wanna fly kite with me? So much for the adrenaline rush huh. I wanna go go-kart racing. Yes I need that...

Oh ironic isn't it? I blogged.




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