The mission: To get a guy.

The problem: I'm not doing anything about it.

The solution: Still not doing anything about it.

Status: Not accomplished. Will never be accomplished.
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How do I even begin? Trying hard not to think abt it. Just need a lil bit of affection. That's all. See, I'm not asking for much. But where to find one? How do I even go about doing it? Work can only do so much. Keep me busy in the day but at night... I only end up losing sleep.

It's not like I've never been thru this before. For crying out loud, stop deluding yourself. Stop believing and hoping tt something fairy-tale like is gonna happen lah. It ain't gonna happen. Deal with it. Yes yes, keep telling yourself that.

A friend offered drugs, sex and a dog... all of which is not possible in my account and will not even be thought of. The only time I will take drugs is when I'm sick and I will only hv legit sex with my husband. But of course, I would hv to be married to one and I wouldn't be in this situation tt I'm in right now if I'm happily hitched. Only my husband is entitled to tt privilege. And the only time I'll ever get a dog is... never. That would be committing suicide.

Oh a woman scorned. Hell hath no fury, you say?




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