I'm abt to doze off any minute right now. Don't know why I'm so tired today. Maybe cos yest my door was open (I hate sleepin with my bedroom door ajar... it's just sth tt I'm against) and I kept hearing someone clipping their fingernails in the middle of the night. Freaky... I'm not kidding you. Whatever it was, whatever tt thin is, it disturbed my sleep. Dammit.

I don't know why but recently I think I'm insecure. Of what? I'm not too sure myself...

I'm still in search of who I really am. I may appear as one mad woman or a stupid-noisy-lil-hyena or this don't-mess-with-me bitch but am I really? These days I think I look scary. I think I look like I might just slap anyone who irritates me or if there's some stupid kids makin helluva noise in the mrt, fascinated by the reflection of their own stupidy, like sticking their fingers in their noses and went, "Eh see! See!". Morons.

And just yest, ppl were so inconsiderate. At the mrt, where you tap yr ez-link to pass thru, this aunty ah, my gdness... I thought she didn't know how to use the machine but you know WHAT she was doin? She was actually using the bloody phone right smack in the middle of one of the most hectic places in Spore and hogged everyone else behind. Alas, after multiple stares, she moved aside. Like hello! Ding-dong! Ppl need to MOVE yah so pick up that damn phone right after you tap can? *shakes head* Sigh.

Oh and since I'm ranting, I might as well scold those Air Force kids at my workplace. If any of you think "oooo air force kids must be eye-candy for you", let me tell you sth. Majority are nothing but a bunch of rude, inconsiderate monkeys. So what if you're gd-lookin but push and shove around to get seats on the already slow, stuffy bus?

You think "oh you're one gd-lookin guy so hey, you go on up 1st" is it? Sorry ah, you know the word 'QUEUE'? Well, I don't think so since everyday a bunch of 20++ yr olds behave like kids and ever so kiasu. Eh even kids know how to queue lah. What ever happened to, "Ladies first."? Gee, I dunno. Even foreigners hv more manners. Shame on you guys.

If any of you Air Force guys is reading this and you happen to be the nice one of the lot, no offence to you. You're prob one of the sweetest guy there. But if you're one of those mentioned above, then pls brush up on yr manners and do learn some courtesy before somebody gets mad and kick yr **** pancake-flat. Thank you.

Ahh... I feel SO much better now. *smiles*



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