I'm at my most vulnerable point today. I dunno what to think. I know what you're doing is not right but me leaving you abruptly is not right either. Now I'm not so sure if this "friendship" is purely based on friendship itself.

I don't even know why I posted that post yest. I guess tt was how I was feeling at tt moment. Now thinking rationally with the help of friends, I figured that maybe what I'm about to do is not the right thing to do after all. I hate losing friends over small matters and friendship means alot to me. But the fact that I am skeptic about men, is giving me 2nd thoughts. I know that it's a cynical view but it bugs me this much.

Sometimes, I dunno who are my real friends. I appreciate those who call me up as soon as they smell trouble and am very grateful for em. And those I know I can talk to anytime... thankful for em. Ayu, you hv always been there for me hearing me pour out those thoughts. I know I tire you as much as those thoughts tire me. Give me great advices and bring me back to reality. Thanks dear cuzzy.

Ydah. Always make me laugh no matter where. You're the only one who understands my perspective of men, truly. A dosage I need very much... Thanks babe. And you're one gorgeous person, inside and out. Dun care what other ppl say lah. Slap em if you need to. Heh.

And those of you whom I've spent time with... thank you. You know who you are. If I hv to mention everyone of you guys, one blog will not be enuf. Besides I sound like I'm giving a farewell speech or sth. So dramatic. One thing I can only hope for, is that we'll still keep in touch no matter where we're heading or where life may take us. Once friends, always will be... Unless of coz we b#$%^&d one another lah but hopefully nothing of tt sort happens.

As for those who don't even bother, don't even care of the bond tt we hv (and I very well know who...) well, I've got nothing to say.

Hey Shirley... hv a safe flight. Take gd care of yourself. Keep the "love-letters" coming. Altho we don't see ea other tt much, we hv always been tt close. For years, we haven't really been that far apart. *winks* Do us proud yah!

Love you guys. *hugs*




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