Why wouldn't he do anything about it... It's so darn frustrating.

He waits around for you. He looks around for you. He wants to see you. He wants to smile at you. He wants to talk to you. He wants you. You know that... and you want him too. But... but... nothing is progressing. No opportunities for you guys to sit ard and talk. Not even a chance to say hi. World's apart and there's nothing you can do about it. Cos you've given him the head start but he's dumb enuf not to realise it.

If you could, you would wanna let him know that you don't mind tt you guys are different. That that can be worked out. That that can be compromised. That that can be overlooked. But he's not willing to take that chance... as yet. Maybe he thinks that YOU are not willing to take that chance. Maybe the 2 of you are thinking the exact same thing?

So now how? You're tired of making the 1st move. But you want him still. If only he could read your mind. If only... You're not willing to take that chance on taking the role of a fool once more. You don't wanna get hurt again and again. But you keep fallin for the wrong kind! If you could only make things clear to him... but you can't. You can't afford to do that. That would be suicide.

No you won't dwell on it. You just need more beauty sleep.



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