I'm tired. So, so tired. Expecting more of this kind of shit here in the near future. Hopefully, I won't evolve into a mean ol' bitch like some ppl here.

I'm a lil under the weather today. Think I might be down with a flu and a cough. Hate it. My nose gets all choked up with mucus (ok, maybe you guys don't need to know that but too late. Heh.) and I feel like a pile of sand going down my throat. Makes it difficult for me to breathe, much less talk. The stoopid office is freezing, and I'm shivering like an idiot every second. Plus I'm surrounded by the most uninteresting, boring ppl. I feel like I'm working with dead ppl sumtimes. Eh, so frustrating you know.

Funny. Ppl always think I'm older than my age. Appropriately enough, the next que will be if I'm married or not. Well yah! Duh! Married to this stoopid company that is! Often enough, I'll just laugh it off but if you ask me the same stoopid que again... dun blame me if I were to give you a cold, hard stare ok. *smile*

After somebody sabotaged me yest, today he gv me 10 bucks and told me to get my lunch. Oh so now you're bribing me issit? Don't take me for a fool ok. So much for wanting to help. Help your head lah. It got me, who "got" my colleague "into a hot soup". Or so he said. Thanks ey but here's a lil piece of advice. Next time, don't be so kepo can? Eee so FAKE. Disgusting.

And dun try to be nice by giving me yr Brontosaurus, frog, reindeer, peacock, swan and rhino origamis. Tho' I like it a lot and I wanted to learn from you but sorry I dun trust anybody here no more.

You ppl think the world revolves ard you guys? Only you guys are entitled to stress? Just becos I'm a small fry here doesn't mean tt I'm stress-free yah. You don't know but it hurts ok.

One day, I'll get out of here and be one kick-ass columnist. Cheh, like real only... heh.
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The short trip to the canteen brought a smile to my face, lingering on as I made my way back here until I realized how silly I looked when I saw myself in the mirror. Heh. Sigh... you hv just made my day you know? Bet you don't.

Nad is getting married tmr. So happy for her, finally she's found her Mr. Right. Wish her all the best and happiness always. :)

Hopefully one day, I'll get to blog abt my big day here. Then subsequently, abt my first born and so on. The one wish tt I hope I'll get to fulfill... to carry my own flesh and blood in my arms, hold it close to me with it's little fingers clutching tight to mine. That is the only day I look forward to...

Such is life... unpredictable.

What is behind that smile?



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