Goodness, I'm so broke. And all spent on stupid things. How to survive like this? The Nets is such a dangerous thing. It's proven that if I let my mum lock up my Nets, I can save lots of money. I just withdraw what I need and I keep the rest.

I can't help it. I have very itchy hands and I'm too generous at times. I can just spend and spend on other ppl recklessly and at the end of the month, pray so hard that the 20th will come soon. Now, I'm already thinking if I should draw out cash to last me till the 20th plus my mom's bdae gift.

It's always the last week that I'll end up a pathetic pauper. How pathetic is that? A reed thin, red-faced, skinny, stupid old pathetic pauper. That is SO pathetic. Just plain pathetic. Pathetic. Pathetic. Pathetic.

I can forget about my Creative Muvo Mp3 player, I can forget about a new pc, I can forget about a new tv, I can forget about the digicam, I can forget about going for a spa on an island. I can forget it all.

But I'm thankful I have just what I need to live. That's sufficient enough.



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