Talking about my stupid job is tiring. Talking about the ppl I work with, is even more tiring. It's exhausting...

Therefore, I am not gonna waste my time ranting about it. Bad enuf that 3/4 of my daily life is 'dedicated' to work, work, work so when I'm out of work, I would like to think or talk about somethin else.

But I am lost for words now.

Let's see... -- reflecting on my life now -- hmm... I have been a very bad person. Neglecting prayers and the holy book. Terrible. Maybe that's why I'm being punished as such. GOD help me.

Oh yah yah! I found a kitty yesterday at my corridor while on my way back. And suddenly I remembered msging Ayu a few days ago when I was TOTALLY depressed, "I want a kitten." Sheesh. Is that a coincidence or what? And it was so cute lar. Trying to walk, got itself stuck under a cupboard and we took it home, bathed it, fed it and put it to sleep. Even my father made a "home" for it to sleep in. Aww... it's so darn easy to melt guys' heart.

He wanted to protest but I put the wrapped up snowy-white kitty with it's innocent little face, eyes closed up to my father's face and said, "But but it's so poor thin lah Pa. Look at it. It's so cute. He got nothing to eat. We give him food and we let him go ok? Pleeeeaaaasssseeee."

Heh, he gave in needless to say. But the mother came lookin for it so we let it go. This morning, I found both mother and child safely under the cupboard again. It was comfortably sucking milk from it's mum's tits. Sigh. So adoringly sweet.

Well, took pictures of it and will upload asap. IF I ever hv the time to do so. This blog of mine has been nothin but words. Pictures will do it good.

When you say those words you don't mean, it hurts even more than when you don't say anythin at all... so next time, zip it.



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