So sad. So disappointing. Haven't even start anything yet and everythin has come crashing down on me already. Feels so frustrated and crappy. Weird, I dun remember he said anythin abt it that day, how come she said she thought she heard? Ahhh... fed up man.

Gone. Gone! Maybe it's better this way. It's better to know now than later, I guess. I can get over it faster cos I didn't pin any 'high' hopes on him yet. Well. It's been so long since I've felt this way towards someone and now I have to let it go already. I'm back to square one.

Maybe that's where I really belong. I feel like crying... I'm such a loser. It's so sad.

I don't want already. I don't want.



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