Good morning all you homosapiens of the earth!

Didn't have a gd sleep yesterday. Keep having those weird dreams again.

Oh yes, before I forget... Friends, this week and next week I will have to cancel all the plans lined up for me. I am so sorry and truly regret any disappointments caused by me. Am sincerely disappointed in having to decline any invitations to go out. Really I am. I hope you guys understand.

Apologies especially to Ayu for not being able to attend the meeting and Bi, for not being able to meet up with you. I know I still owe you your bdae gift.

I'll make it up to you guys ok? I promise.

Sometimes, I feel like I'm just an outsider living with the Ahmad's family. Like I'm not a part of them. I can be there, right in front of them, but I'm as gd as invisible. Sometimes, I don't feel like I'm family. I'm not asking for anything here. I just feel like I don't belong.

That's why I would rather live alone sometimes. But for now, I still have to go home and do what I do everyday. Snuggle into my cozy 'lair' behind those closed doors, away from the 'outside' world.



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