I dunno if it's monday blues or I'm just feeling down. I'm not sure why I'm feeling down but I am feeling down. Maybe it's the ppl around me. Maybe it's the things they say sometimes. Maybe it's the PMS. I don't really know lah but I feel like crap today.

The cough is killing me too. Slowly... It's becoming worse. The cough has got me wheezing with it as well. Somethin is not right. I think I'm going crazy.

Oh I think I need to see Agil. Only he can make me feel better. He does wonders, you know. All he has to do is to just keep quiet and stare at me. Maybe once in a while he'll smile or yawn. I think he yawns more than he smiles. And then he'll fall asleep. And then I'll stare at him adoringly.

Oh the feeling is undescribable. It's bliss.



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