I know I have already posted a post today but I am terribly saddened now. Got a shocking phonecall from my supervisor. I feel so vulnerable right now. Am I offending other people? Ppl are putting words into my mouth and embarrassing me. I won't mention names but I know who is doing this to me.

I was stupid. But like Erica said... 'it's a lesson all young ppl must learn...'. I dunno how it can be such a big issue. I'm still in a daze... I didn't know what to say to her over the phone. I was speechless at that point. Erica suggested that I write her an email to clear my name but I figured that since I had done nothing wrong, why should I worry? My conscience is clear and all that is said to the other party was regarding work and nothing personal at all. But I guess she knows who's doing their work and who's not.

I don't wanna say anythin more. I'm a very simple girl. If you're nice to me, I'll be nice to you. It's as simple as that. I guess that's how we women are... sensitive beings. Prone to getting our hearts broken. If you hurt us, it's stored deep within us and we bottled it up inside. Just push the wrong button once, and you'll reach Ground Zero.

We can be really, really nice but once hurt, that's it. It's easier to forgive than to forget.

I think I'm emotionally tired now.



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