Mixed emotions. Dunno whether I'm delighted or freaked out or happy or sad. Yes, I admit I'm weak and vulnerable inside. As much as I want to, I know it's wrong. Never in my wildest dreams have I pictured myself in this kind of situation before. What is it with me and married men huh?

I have my doubts, yes (after countless efforts of Eve trying to psycho me that men can't be trusted, and it worked btw)... but still I'm giving him the benefit of the doubt. When you like someone ah, everything also close one eye.

I couldn't bloody slp last night... so many things on my mind. Work, money, life, him... and the desperate attempt to finish up the Da Vinci Code by the 1st of July. Sigh. And today was awkward. Esp over the phone... the hesitant to talk abt last nite could be felt on both parties and yet I chose to say "Ok. Bye-bye".

Yes like all the previous, previous ones... I choose to run away from it.



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