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My mind tends to wander off more frequently now that I hardly have anything on my mind. When will I ever find tranquility, peace and the most sought-after happiness that everybody is seeking? I'm so full of angst but I also have this I-couldn't-care-less attitude. Ppl here thinks I'm weak, soft-hearted, easily affected and emotional attached or is it detached? Ok, now I'm confused. But nvm, as long as I'm not emotionless I'm fine...

But I think those who know me better will know that I'm not what I appear to be. I have feelings too. If you can be pissed, so can I. But I chose not to bother telling some ppl off cos it'll just be a waste of my breath. Yes, some say I should speak up but I think it'll only fall on deaf ears. So why bother. They'll tire themselves sooner or later. It's not admitting defeat but I don't think I should entertain stupid, idiotic ppl. Let em entertain themselves.

Well, moving on... The world is turning upside down, no? Now men are going on diets, trying to lose weight... now they're turning into women!!! The men are more conscious of their looks and no doubt, much, much, much more vain. Shhh... they may not wanna admit it but it's true. I have men telling me they wanna hv smooth complexions, that they look fat... sheesh, so girl.

Oh, since I'm in the blah-blah mood... I might as well. I think I have this love-hate relationship with my job. (And, of cos with a particular person too, heh) Sometimes, this place drives me up the wall and sometimes it can crack me up. This is the place which stresses me up and at the same time, de-stress me. This place is crappy as it is, gd or bad. I laugh and get pissed off here. I love the freedom here but I hate the slacking... -__- I can be very quiet one min and the next min, I'll be ranting and cursing and swearing.

Bottomline is... I think I'm in one of the most screwed up company in Spore. I wonder, what am I still doing here?



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