My condolences to those concerned.

I was shocked. I'm still shocked. I dunno what to say. Tho' I may not be close to him but I just saw him like a few weeks ago and he's gone. Sometimes, even when you don't even know who the fella is but the fact that you have met him or saw him before makes a difference... it'll somehow affect you one way or another. Because of the fact that you've met him just before he passed on... and that is quite upsetting.

So sad. He's such a young fella and I can only imagine how she is right now. I hope she'll be fine. I hope Ydah is ok too. All we can do is just sedekah kan Al-Fatihah and pray that may GOD save him from all the balaks and selamatkan lah beliau dari seksaan-seksaanMu di alam barzakh. Amin.

There's just too many deaths these past few days. Makes me wonder how long I'll live. Makes me wonder alot of things. Makes me wonder how long my loved ones will live and if they were to go, can I take it or not. With every passing moment, I wonder if my next breath will be my last. I wonder if my friends are gone or my family members, how will I handle it?

Everyone who passes, I wonder if it was a painful journey. So painful that it makes you wanna taubat. I know it's painful, it was a reminder when I read a book recently on Mukjizat Nabi2 and one Prophet in particular requested to experience death, and even after the Angel of Death pulled his soul in the most gentlest way ever so as not to hurt him, the Prophet still said it was painful. And this is a man whose status is beyond us all, whom GOD has promised a place in Heaven. Imagine us? Imagine how dreadful it would be?

I wonder if he/she has met 'them'... I wonder if they know what awaits them there... It's a scary thought but everyone has to go through it. But I pray and hope my loved ones and I will die prepared and die in iman and to be grouped amongst golongan2 orang yang beriman. Amin.

This death gave me a serious sense of realisation and to repent. I pray that GOD will prolong our lives all so that we can take the opportunity to insaf. Every death is a reminder that the world we live in is only temporary... we all shall perish one day and be judged.

Amin, amin ya rabbal 'alamin.



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