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Friday, July 1


@ 1:23 pm

No matter how happy I try to be, I'm still really down inside. I feel lost and confused. I feel angry and sad. Everything but happy. This week has been one stupid week. Right from Monday till today. It has finally taken it's toll on me. And plus, pms. Even worse...

But I'm taking it as a learning experience. What one colleague said to me just now really got me thinkin... he said, "Why be sad? What for? In times of trouble, who cares? Got anybody gives a shit? Got anybody help? No rite? So might as well not dwell on it rite?" Well, not the exact words but somethin like that. True... I figured yah, he's right. Why age faster than time? So as of today onwards, I'm not gonna worry so much and be as happy go lucky as I can... like... AIRPORK! Airpork has been my inspiration to stay smiley always. :D

Even if it's putting up a fake front, I will still try lah to appear happy. Not easy but I shall learn. Ppl will soon think I'm mad but nobody cares right? So why bother. Work wise, it's shitty and it has always been and it always will be. Oh and to take one day at a time. Just go with the flow... yes Nadira, yes.

On another note, I hate the way he talk to me just now. I hated it. Sounded irritated like that. W-T-Fish. Cannot ah, cannot. Luckily he wasn't in front of me else I would have given him a piece of my mind.

On another happier note, I saw a very cute toddler smile. A smile so wide, from ear lobe to ear lobe, that it brought a smile to my own face. It was probably one of the most beautiful things I've seen in a while.




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