Suddenly, I was bored. Bored with my job. Typing the same thing over and over and over and over again. Then, it dawned on me... that there are others in a far worse situation than me and the worst part is that, they're completely and totally clueless of their own selfless state. I should just be thankful.

Not like we have a choice but that's just the way life works man. When you're desperate, anything goes. Just so you could survive. Esp in Spore where living don't exactly come cheap. Money isn't everything but it IS important. Survival is the key word here. If it weren't for this surviving crap, I'm sure many of us would just let go, livin la vida loca. We work cos we need to survive and yet...

So I'm thankful that I hv a job and I'm at least earning some money. No doubt, it's degrading but practically majority of us are downgrading ourselves but money don't come easy, no. We gotta work for it. Can't just surrender and admit defeat. You want success, you work towards it. It is not impossible.

Sometimes, you feel like screaming into their ear asking them to wake up. Angry, sad and disappointment all rolled into one. How do you help someone who doesn't wanna help himself/herself? How? How much can one say? How much patience can one hv? How long? And all we could do is to just shake our heads...



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