If it's not for the money, I would've quit a long time ago. Somehow this whole "makan gaji" thing is just not for me. How I wish I was pursuing a degree in a certain faculty that I have interest in.

If this company deserves any recognition, it's for their winning performances as hypocrites and boot-lickers. And for demoralising those they think are not good enough. There are plenty here and it makes me sick just observing them.

I know I don't give my all, I don't give 100% of my work commitment here but why should I? This company don't deserve my 100%. I come, I deliver and I go. I'm not here to please or entertain anyone. I can't wait to get out of here. And I will.

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I feel sad for her. Why did she let them treat her this way, I dunno. And she refused help. Help is there whenever she needed it. If she can't rely on her family, she can always rely on her relatives. Those gd ones of course. Those who can be trusted. I know what she went thru. I grew up with her and she's like my sister but what's the point of me helping her when she won't even help herself? It's pointless.

She's the strongest person I know. But if this were to go on, even the strongest person would crumble. One day I hope they will set her free.



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