Maybe I'm just not prepared. Maybe I'm just not ready yet. This is not what I want... I think. I'm just not so keen on it anymore. Not as keen as I used to be. Not interested I guess. I used to but not anymore. I used to bother but now I cannot be bothered. I'm so used to this kind of life that I've grown bored of that kind of stuff.

Reality bites. So what I imagined it to be will always be different than what reality has to offer. For sure. Oh well. When I'm ready, I'll know. But for now, I don't think I am.



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