Alamak... Today I am so very very very very the selenge ya know. Ok, I've also been called bengap but it's ok, I deserved that one. My bad, my bad.

I really should get a bigger mug... in order not to waste the teh that my good (but loya buruk) colleague Jalen sweetly buys everyday. '-_- Today, almost half of it spilled onto my table and my newly bought phone sipped quite a lot of it, I must say. But I was calm altho' the heart was broken into a million pieces for awhile.

However shall not fret too much. Shall go see doctor phone later to check if it's alright. I dunno if it's me but now I think I smell like teh. All over. Yucks. Even the soap smells like teh. Paranoia.

Sad lah. But it's ok, it's ok. *breathe in, breath out*

Anyways, moving on... my heart really goes out to a certain someone. I wish I could do something to make things better but no can do. I mean give him a break. Not like as if he's a criminal that they should treat him like an outcast. It's just not so nice. Even if he didn't tell me he's feeling down, I could see it in his eyes. But he did and that confirms it. Poor guy. So poor thing.



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