The mind is constantly flipping through all sorts of "things". Questions, methodologies, reasons, explanations, decisions... the brain just won't stop thinking. I'm trying to fight the devil within. Not an easy thing to do ey, I'm not exactly a saint to start of with.

The past has already been archived into the back of my exploited, screwed-up head. I tell ya, my brain is like a ball of tangled wool, even I don't understand myself sometimes. So many bloody things and unnecessary thoughts all clumped together. I get tired just trying to sort them out. If only it could work telekinetically within the brain itself w/o barbecuing the cells. Pretty precious at the moment huh, those cells. Won't wanna destroy those yah. I don't wanna have to put up with a migrane ey.

I used to be quite a heavy sleeper. I could sleep throughout an entire World War I & II but now... something's wrong. I can't even sleep soundly these days. The ears are too sensitive to sound that I can't even tolerate a soft whisper. It drives me terribly insane when I am awoken in the middle of my already-hard-to-get sleep to the sound of people talking or the constant ringing of the damn device that Alexander Graham Bell invented thousands of years ago - the telephone. That thing has become an irritant to me.

And I have not 1, not 2, not 3 but 4 bloody telephones in my house! And worse when some insomniacs call up in the wee hours, just when the dreams are about to get to its' climax. What the...

Sigh. I seriously need sleep man.



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