Money is very much like the Oreos, no? Now you see it, now you don't. That's why if you're never satisfied with what you have, you'll never have enough. If you have 3k, you'll want 5k. And when you have 5k, you want 7k. And so it goes... When will enough be enough?

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I've decided that UniSim will be my next stop. The only uni that caters to working individuals, which is gd cos I fit the bill. No matter how tough it's gonna be, no matter how gruelling it will be... I'm still gonna go through it. It's for my own good. So I'll have to start scrimping already. 4 years... it's a bloody long time. I'll be 25/26 by then. Oh well, at least I'm gaining knowledge. And since I still have the mood to study, I better. Before it's too late. I just hope I'll get accepted. *prays hard*

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On Sat, I had a very heated argument with the guy who fixed my pc. I can still remember how pissed I was. Seriously, if it wasn't for my decency I would have showered him with my profanities. But really, sometimes it's so hard not to be rude when you're so freaking angry, so I told myself to just be patient; breathe in breathe out. Many, many times.

After which, went for therapy. Retail therapy, that is. Felt slightly better, but not entirely happy. I think the problem lies with me. I need a gd-looking, hubba-hubba therapist for it to take effect on me.

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"The True Healer is God Himself". It's a scary thought, but when it's time for you to go, there ain't nothing you can do about it. One after another. There must be a reason... I just hope she'll - for once - wake up and realise who she really is. If she's smart, she'll know what to do but being the heartless creature that she is... I doubt she gives a shit about anybody else but herself.

If that's the case, then I feel so sorry for her.



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