I miss Agil. I wonder how he is. Can he walk already? He must be big now. I miss him so much that I even dreamt about him. Freaky. This simply means that I must see him soon. I must, I must.

Sometimes, there are things that are better left unsaid. Or undone. We can't please everybody that's for sure.

I've decided to go with my family on this short holiday trip. Part of me didn't really wanna go but I'm thinking of my dad... anyway why not rite. Spend some time with the family. Could be fun.

I realised that I used to drift away from the family. Maybe it was the repulsive young mind. Till now I've always felt that now's the time for me to really venture out and discover things on my own. I will but mom will always be over-protective of me. To her, whether or not I hv drifted, I will always be her little girl.

Maybe I shouldn't ask too much, for them to let go of me and let me "sail" into the open sea. I wouldn't wanna regret it later once they're gone. I should be glad that they're holding on tightly to me cos it means that they love and care for me. Still.

I know I would do the same if it was my own child. No matter how old I'll be, no matter how smart or stupid I am, no matter how I look like, I will always be their child. And they will always be my folks.

Always.



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