Ok. I am not gonna think about it. I'm just gonna go on like this. I hate this stupid feeling. It'll come and go as and when it likes and it's irritating. I like the idea but I dun like how it makes me feel right now.

I know deep down I want one but I'm not keen on it just yet. Many times, I let it go because it's just plain stupid. Many times, I'll just let it pass because it's just not for me.

Come to think of it, I think I have become quite a biatch and a very cold person lately. Must be the idiotic ppl around me. But then again, it's a source of entertainment so I can't complain really.

Oh I'm so mean.



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