Sometimes when you are conveniently forgotten and you don't mean a thing to them anymore, that's when it's most disappointing and sad. Sometimes you wonder why you have such friends. Sometimes you think it's not worth it. But then you tell yourself, "Oh well, it's ok." At least, you've made that effort.

Honestly, I dunno how many times I've felt that way. Till I've given up and let go. And then many times, I make an effort again and I get disappointed. Again. Upset? Who wouldn't feel upset. But I shall not dwell on it. It's a waste of my time.

I dreamt of my cousin, Agil, again. Damn tts bad. I really should go visit him. Maybe this weekend...

Alritey, gotta go feed my hungry tummy already.



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