Things took a turn for the worst, least as I expected it. How come I don't feel that it's a good change? How come I get the feeling that she's not being completely honest with me? The management here has no basic courtesy to formally inform you of any changes whatsoever. And I feel like I just got shot.

Call me paranoid but I hope my dear colleague, my dear fren, is not pissed with me.

I'm sorry but I wasn't talking abt you lah. :( I was just being general and really, I look at everybody ard me and I dunno who I can trust. Maybe I do hv trust issues. Just that when it comes to this kinda thing, I'm very half-hearted about it; be it with friends, family or colleagues. I think the prob lies with me... I think it's the pms. But that's no excuse rite. Dammit...

Well, I'm okay now... A few hours ago, I thought I was gonna lose my mind. Not just because of work but because of everything else too. These things had to happen at the same time... and I'm just being extra-sensitive abt it.

But anyways, I just wanna apologise to you-know-who-you-are. I hope you understand. If you're still pissed with me, wait till I come back and I'll let you hit me with the boomerang ok?



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