Hi. I just got back from a 4-days trip to Kl/Genting. Enjoyed myself but at the same time, I did alot of thinking. In the bus, in the hotel room, while I was looking after the kids..... Too much thinking. But I think I needed the vacation.

Before I left, I was extremely exhausted already. Too many things happened in one day. I was flustered in the morning, extremely happy and excited in the evening and bloody hell shocked at night.

I really dunno what to say. Mixed emotions altogether but it was hilarious most of the time. I never thought this would ever happen to me. EVER.

But I refuse to think about it. He sent me another email. Kept telling me things which I really didn't want to know. Didn't need to know. It was just plain ridiculous. It's almost so hard to believe. I told my mom about it and we just laughed it off. I know he's expecting a reply but I haven't thought of what to say yet so I guess one or two more days of delays won't hurt.

I'm really an idiot when it comes to this. I can give other ppl tons of advices but when it happens to me, my mind is just a blank.

Didn't expect my life to be this colourful. I really dunno what they see in me. This must be the joke of the year.



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