This morning something happened that nearly moved me to tears. I was just this close to tears. I can't help but kept on looking over my shoulders till she was out of my view. I guess she will be alright.

I am very upset today but that's for me to know. How much it hurts... but it's ok. Once I said it will be, it will be. No point mulling over it.

My sister asked me yesterday, "Why are we more concern about him that his kids?"
"Because we are unlike them. Because we have that little something called feelings, humanity in us. They don't."

I hope his kids realise that that person lying unconsciously is a very important person in their lives. If they still couldn't care, then they are really no different than a piece of crap. Even the beast of all beasts have feelings, what more us humans.

I hope he gets better.



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