Yesterday saw me and Diyana having a good tete-a tete session at Starbucks. Was good. Let out some of my inner thoughts and doubts. You see, girls tend to sit down, talk things out and analyse them. Usually we do these things to make ourselves feel better even tho we know what the outcome will be. When you can't find the answer, you analyse these things and at the end of it all, you're still pretty much clueless.

Doesn't make that much of a difference (pertaining to the current situation) except that having someone to understand and agree and listen to your woes just makes you a million times better. At least you won't feel as crappy as before.

She gave me some good advices too and I hope to heed them. It's a little heavy on my side but I can manage. I think.

I think things are getting better. Today started off quite ok. An unexpected msg from someone made me wonder why but nevertheless, puts a smile on my face. It's like a permanent thing now. I guess we both have this mutual understanding to not let it affect us. I'd like to say more but I think I'll stop here for now.



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