I'm feeling shitty. More than ever. This has got to be one of the worst days of my life. I wish the ground would just eat me up right now. Once again I'm feeling so small, so vulnerable and so tormented.

I felt like I was being interrogated and for all the questions that were thrown to me, I couldn't find any decent answers. I feel really lost.

Didn't think it would be so hard to talk about it. But it was.



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