Actually not so lucid. Suffering from writer's block is really frustrating for me. Previous days, I've been logging in to Blogger and then as soon as the page loads, I found myself staring at the screen. For quite some time too, before I decided to log out again. For the umpteenth time.

I just dunno what to blog about. Many things have happened, many wonderful things have happened and I would love to share it with you guys but I just can't seem to bring it out to my fingertips. These things can't be described only by using words, it's worth more than that. Some won't understand but it's ok. It's hard to explain but no matter... not like it's some big thing that I ought to make a big hoohaa out of it.

If something good happens in your life, embrace it and enjoy it. There's an old saying, "When life gives you lemons, make lemonade." I'd say, when life gives me lemons, I'ma make lemon meringue pie out of it ey. You see, I'd use every inch of them lemons and make the sweetest meringue pie I'd ever made.

The norm, miserable me would say that life has been getting better at mocking me but when I look at the bright sunny side, life actually has been rather kind to me. I've met all sorts of people, learn many many new things, been to quite a few places (not that they're fantastic places but still places), got to know alot of some gd ppl and some not-so-gd ppl. And this is just the beginning... more surprises awaits me behind every door that I will choose to open in the journey thru life. I'm just following the yellow bricks.

"Every cloud has a silver lining." And it is true too. At times I am scared shit of the consequences of if-I've-done-that or if-I've-done-this. Life is a gamble, it is. But that's what makes it fun and interesting no? I'm tired of idling already. I've been idling for far too long that the brain has momentarily grown numb for awhile.

I think I analyse too much. But ya see, I hv to and I love to. It's how I keep the brain "active". But sometimes it gets the better of me and destroys me completely inside. So I try not to think too much these days. I'm mentally exhausted already. So thank God for the public hols tmr.

The family will be leaving tonite, they'll be out of town till Sat nite so just me and my bro left. We're just gonna chill in front of the tv till late and eat and eat and eat. I miss doing those. I'm gonna clean the house first and then prob whip something up tonite and maybe tmr nite, msg a friend and see how's he doing. Or maybe not. We'll see... and then I'm back to this crappy place on Sat. Sigh.

And then next wk is another dreadful wk, I'll be stuck at PLA (another damn shitty place) for some course and I'm hoping not to see some ppl. Oh man...

Oh well, another day's almost over. It has been good.

C'est La Vie.



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