Last wk, I saw the jerk. Today, I saw the psycho. Why are these characters suddenly showing up? When I saw them, I felt disgusted. Of them and of myself.

It has been almost 6 years. 6 years and I've still not let myself get closer to any other guy. Not as close as how I was with that arse**** 6 years ago. Thanks to him, I became more cautious. But maybe a little too cautious? However, life is easier this way. Boys, guys, men... they come and go, I noticed. It's the last thing on my mind. All these while I've been living a life of freedom with no strings attached because life is less complicated this way. Maybe I'm just used to being single that I'm not prepared for anything more than that.

This single status of mine has never really bothered me but it somehow likes to lurk somewhere at the back of my mind especially when someone brings it up. Then I realise, well yah time has pass by, and yes I'm still single and I'm fine this way thank you.

So, do you go with the who loves you or the one you love? Perfect person but wrong timing? "Love" has yet to enter my life so I will not think about it now. But when I listen to other people's stories, I keep them in mind and take it as advices. One of which to heed: Don't make the same mistakes they made. But that is not to say that you can have it any easier. Since I'm not going thru it now why should I think about it right?

I'll save it for later.



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