31/08/06
Today, was the 1st day of school. Today, I saw a newborn. Today, I was sitting amidst a bunch of clever strangers. Today, I saw him again, wearing the same outfit. Today, I was so nervous. Today, I made new friends. Today, is the beginning of a new phase.

02/08/06
Have I mention before that I despise people with no guts? Yes I do. Especially when you are of a higher position than your subordinates. No standards. It makes me sick. Whatever it is, what goes around comes around.

I am so upset. Truth be told, I am terribly upset. About what? About so many things. They're all clumped together and it snowballs inside this screwed-up head of mine. At times, I just get really tired.

03/08/06
School was better yest. The lecturer was so much more interesting than the first. For the first time, I had actually enjoyed myself during lecture.

I know I might have distant myself from certain individuals but I simply can't fake a front and pretend as if I'm ok with what they've done because I'm not. That's just me. Why should I give them the impression that I'm fine with their rubbish only to let them do it to me again, right? So I rather be this way. Call me ignorant, whatever. I don't care.

I just feel there's no need for us to talk since it will only cause us to be in distress. There's simply nothing to discuss because my questions won't be answered anyway so why should I bother. They're just a waste of my time especially when they like to talk in riddles. Idiots.

I feel like giving up on work. I hate work more and more each day. If only I could go to school and not worry about work at all. The people, the pay, the politics. The 3Ps.

I think my tolerance level might have depleted just a little. I'm running out of patience.

On another slightly happier note, the weekend is near!!! Whee!!!!!!!!!!!!!



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