Pertaining to the previous post, I wasn't referring to my boss actually. I was referring to someone else... but given the situation I was in, it could possibly well be him too.

Anyway, I've been well these 2 days. Should I say I've recovered? I took an abrupt leave and decided not to face work that day. I just could not be bothered with everybody at that point. And I very well meant it. And Ydah, I can understand why you were surprised by my actions. I surprised myself too.

I took the opportuned time to do other better things like my assignment and watch tv. Revived? Probably. I came back fresh the next day with one clear thing on my mind. To not be bothered with stupid things or anything that has gotta do with him.

So whatever he did to me now (purposely or not, obvious or not, indirectly or not) I just didn't let it affect me anymore. And I'm much happier that way. Especially after knowing that almost everybody here dislikes him. So I shall change the statement.

The problem doesn't lie with me. It lies with him. And it does help that I'm constantly surrounded by good ppl. Ppl who are positive and always brightens my day. Even if we were trashed, at least we can laugh it off and make fun of ourselves.

So I really appreciate my good frens and my good colleagues. I wish I could do more to express my gratitude but I can't think of a better way than to just say
Thank You.

It means alot to me what you guys have done. Indirectly, you guys have somehow helped me pull thru. Whether or not you realise it. Just goes to show that there are still gd ppl around.

Life has its own ups and downs and everybody is entitled to it. I need to stay strong so I can be strong for others when they need me.

Ahh that aside... school now plays a big part in my life. Definitely some changes:

1. I actually enjoy school.
2. I am actually reading up my notes in the MRT. Now, since when do I do that?
3. I enjoy doing my assignments.
4. And I actually learn something.
5. All I could think about is Psychology, it's like my baby.

I know this may be out of context, but I think Hady Mirza is cute. Everytime he flashes that smile, I'll just melt in front of the tv screen like flat cartoons. Heh.

I think I have a thing for smiles. *smiles*



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