Why? I don't understand why. Why do all that when you don't even mean it in the first place? Why bother at the beginning only to slowly subside and then disappear later on? Why? There must be a reason. I don't quite understand what happened. Is it true? Why so cold? Is it something I've done or said? Or was I the one who's cold? Anyway...

Yesterday was clear enough for me to know what I should do. At least I've tried, and at least now I know I can move on.

What a waste of my time.



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