Previously on 'Life as a Sitcom', I envisioned my world, my life... - as a sitcom. Duh. Like a comedy (I love comedies). Did you guys watch the comedy "The Office" starring Steve Carell? Or the UK version. In the beginning, that was how it is... slowly it flopped. At least, I felt my life flopped...

On one particular day, a friend triggered the detriments I left buried and suppressed underneath my skin for the longest time I knew. I left them right at the bottom of the pit only to be multiplied more and more as time goes by. On that day, I fell into a depression. Probably a mild one because I was still sane. Just out of control. As a student studying in this field, I was aware of the symptoms, consequences and the seriousness of it. You would least expect yourself to fall into such a condition especially when you're majoring in it. But I did. Anybody could. Trust me, it's more than meets the eye...

Nobody knew exactly what went wrong. I was desperate for anti-depressants but at the same time I knew I had to control myself. I almost went to the doctor and ask for something, anything to make me feel better because I was about to go nuts. It was one of the darkest days I had.

I know some of you may not understand. You don't have to understand. I'm not writing this for you. I'm just simply writing about my life. Remember, this is my journal. You can always leave. I believe everybody goes through it at least once in their lives. So until you go through yours, you don't have to say so much ok? *smiles*

Well, this new look means something to me. My blogskins always tell a story, if you notice. It's not just a skin. They explain me. This time, I see my life as a book. Again one of my indulgences. If you can read between the lines, you will know who I truly am. Those of you who drop by, I thank you. Really. For making the effort to get to know me. You don't have to but you did.

I know I can never be totally gone till the day I die. I have been so involved with the blog world that I feel restless whenever I abandoned it. I miss blogging but sometimes, it's best to just leave it alone and not say so much.

That's not to say that I hv a new resolution or anything but when one chapter of your life is over, another begins. It is yearning to open doors and slam doors in your face. It can be smooth-sailing or it can be a roller-coaster ride. You never know until you flip to the 1st page and then the journey begins.

And so it did. After my 5 days break, I felt better. The troubles have not necessarily disappeared but I dunno why I'm feeling happier. Probably because it has resumed to what I call - normal. The hours are back to normal and I'm sitting right next to the boss. Bleh. But hey, like they always say... the most dangerous places are always the safest. Oh and possibly because of the penguins. I'm all excited to watch Happy Feet! I have them all over my pc. And I seriously think that Agil and Baby penguin Mumble have this uncanny resemblance. Hmm.....

There you go. That's right I'm back. Back to my normal self... and I hope that this is a good start.



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