Darn those thoughts! They're starting to linger in my mind again and I am so bloody frustrated. Damn bloody disturbing. How many times have I changed it and it's still bugging me? Ahh many, many times.

*takes a VERY deep breath*

Anyway, yesterday I saw a piece of baby diaper hanging on a clothes pole at my neighbours corridor. ??? Err... I actually walked back and stood in front of the gala and stared at it. "Is that a bloody diaper?" I thought deeply. "It is lah! Why the hell do they hang a diaper lah? Shouldn't it be disposable? Use and throw one? You mean, you use it, wash it and then dry it and then re-use ah?" All those while, thinking to myself...

Weird. Where got people hang diaper one? Then I walked off, but I turned and took one last look at it. Yup, confirm it's a diaper. No tricks whatsoever. Weird... just plain weird.

Today I'm watching Happy Feet. I'm not as excited as I ought to be. I was excited initially but now, not really. But penguins still drive me crazy though.

Eve is coming to meet me for lunch. I'm looking forward to it! It has been awhile... and something to keep my schedule busy too. So I don't have the time to think about anything else. I'm trying to make my life as busy as possible. But of course with good company and time management, not just work. It's good to be occupied always.

Sometimes I feel like I bother too much. But it's just me to get things done and settled asap instead of doing them last minute. That's why I rather do things alone. So I don't have to feel shitty with other people. But sometimes, we just have to give and take. That's the way isn't it? Just venting, just venting... don't worry.

Hopefully this Dec will be a smooth-sailing one...



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