My sibs gave me a surprise (very, very, very belated) bdae cake as well as a card yesterday. I got a mild shock because I didn't see it coming. Just the same as when I was in KL. The girls switched off the lights and presented me with a cake while I was only wrapped in a towel. I was having a shower and Has "supposedly" needed to pee so badly so I had to come out and ta-daa! Haha. Cheeky girls.

Anyway, back to the sibs. What touched me the most was the card. Esp what my lil brother wrote... "Happy Birthday to you. The cake from me. Forever love you. <3." So sweet right? Sigh... cair sekejap.

It was nice.

This year was a breeze. 2007 already? My oh my. Anyway, today is so bloody mendak. I kept wanting to fall asleep. Plus the rain all... it's a day to just laze around. I think the mind is still lagging lah. I'm still in the holiday mood you know.

Will be going to the doctor later with Ydah. A lil worried. I'm not sure what to expect. I'm not sure if I can handle the aftermath, the side effects - the downgrading part. Insya-allah, this time it'll work. The inferiority is killing me.

It's important to know that when you're happy, you feel good. I'm halfway there...



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