Those who go through the same thing would understand. Seriously if you don't like the person that way, don't do things to suggest otherwise man. If you don't like the person that way, don't give the wrong impression. And the best part? You blame the person for thinkin' so much. Hah.

It's no wonder I'm a bloody skeptic.

So if you're (whoever you may be) trying to get close for some other reason none other than anything that's for real, back off. I would suggest that you pause, take a step back, turn around and walk away asap. I know my weaknesses.

Better that way than to let things get even more complicated. Because if that's the case, I think I'm better off alone then. I don't like making a big fuss about all this but I'm just feeling so shitty that I'm always on rewind this way. I'm just feeling stupid at this moment ok.

Please don't come preaching to me about relationships and all. I'm not interested. It's not my lifeline. I'm still very independant, thank you.

And for that, the firewall is up once again. Hmph!



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